i’ve been thinking

i realise now why im closing myself up i feel guilty for taking her away from her children i see the joy in her eye’s everytime she get’s to talk to them and the pain when she doesn’t it hurt’s me to see her so upset and i realise now that’s why im doing this will it hurt less if i try and close myself off from that well the answer is no cause i’ll just end up losing her and i dont want that i love her she is the only solid thing i have in my life she’s my rock i told her once i’ve never felt this way about anyone i still remember the time and date of our first kiss was second’s after our eye’s first met the time was 5.11pm on the 11th of jan this year and i still feel the magic from our first kiss everytime our lips meet i love u baby