hmmmmm

i haven’t been able to concentrate today i know she was sacred this morning cause she had to go see the specialist but she was really cold with me just not herself it felt like she was trying to push me away cause she’s sacred me what might happen to her and just trying to hide how sick she really is what she dont realise is i know just how seriously ill she is bed im just as sacred cause i know there’s nothing i can do

i give up

i cant do anymore than i have my fiancee is leaving me to go back to her kids i dont blame her i know her kid’s come first and i would never get in her way i cant help feeling im losing my life tho which she is i love her to death i just cant stand there and watch her go back i cant so maybe it’s best i distance myself maybe it wont hurt so much?

A bit worried

just a bit worried atm my fiancee is a bit ill and she just seems to be getting worse she keeps telling me she’s fine but i know she’s not. i just wish she would talk to me sometime’s and just tell me what’s wrong when she feel’s depressed

Well what to do

Hello normal people welcome to my world here’s a brief view into the life and head of a Madman

Just lately i find I’ve been drifting into my own little world not on purpose i used to do this a lot when i was younger i never knew why i did i do it without noticing  the only time i do notice is when my fiancee tell’s me I’m not listening to her lol but really do we as Male’s ever properly listen to the female of the species? i mean some males in the animal and insect world get eaten after mating with them ain’t that a bummer? Ur born to shag then u get eaten by the misses lucky us lmfao

Anyway what kind of glimpse can i give u into the life of Nutcase.

I dunno what to tell u really let me have a think and I’ll get back to you

bye for now

purextcy )